LoVE~

Love?... love is so hard to understand...for me.. at the moment i had a love..i thought i dont need Love...until i meet someone............hmmmmm..."..for the first time i feel my life filled with various... i do so many kind of trick to steal her heart...beginning from admire then become friend....bestFriend...and finally she accept to be my NymPh in My Life......Only happiness appear a whole day...how i really appreciate the relationship..... we date almost everyday and talking about family, own personality and Love.....even if busy with my school homework..... i still spend my time with her....only want to feel how beautiful the moment spend together to share something.... when together....everything is valueable...but my mind was so shallow at that time...everything started must be over...no matter it is good or bad...however the relationship end...its always brings a hope to both of us...we hope we will be together at the future....because... that time my family have a conflict... then make me stress.. it's affect our relationship...she's heart hurt because of me...and my angel... she's made a decision... because of my mistake...everything is over....is over... like game over...and counter terrorist win.....".......when i think twice... i think i was so emotional...EGO...and selfish... no matter what happen... the memory makes me sad and suffer....but.. no matter what happen... i had to accept it...because i don't have any choice..that's the best choice i have...hmm... almost 3 years already past..if i can turn back the time....but i never stop to think about you..my heart still hurt bcause i already break her heart.....maybe it's the ending of my love story... for me.. true love not only should to be together... she's happiness is the greatest present for me...even all the things make me sick...but, it is the best.. we can't turn back the time...history can be change..i don't know why i write this all...maybe i'm so emotional... but this is what live inside deep in my heart....................

FaMiLy....

fAmily is part of mY liFe..for mE...parents are everything...my Parents are da best person who take care of me until i grew up. without them, i'll not appear in this world. although i don't have much time to live together with my mother.. my father become a HERO...he is father.. but at the same time he is a mother for me..although i am a orphan..i'm lucky coz fortunately i have a father who never feel tired to take care of my family..now, i am 19 years old... and i wanna said that my father love never less....my father was very justice to us..my family was a pole in my life.. when the pole stood tough.. it's show that how harmony the family..but.. nothing is perfect... sometimes the pole will shake... but i always hope that the pole will never fall down................